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I feel like I should not have to say this, but: if you are a white nationalist, do not try to follow me on here.

I would rather be dead than have to work another day.

"Tired of cherry
Tired of this world,
I sit facing muddy sake and black rice"
--Basho

Why must everything be such a fucking struggle today?

When I am in public, everyone else should just pretend that I don't exist. Is that so much to ask?

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A man at the grocery store made a point of very visibly and ostentatiously reading what was printed on my shirt ("I don't give a fuck about the economy"), and while I recognize that I brought this on myself, the whole experience also made me want to commit ritual suicide in the cereal aisle.

"These revolutionaries – who tell us that one day people will change their minds because they will realise the sinfulness of present society – are trying to make us see the world through a filter of hope. They have put common sense aside, they are offering us that same old pie in the sky that the clerics used to sell. There is no hope (but this does not mean I need not be enthusiastic in my life, or a participant in events. My negativity, which is at last written through me like rock, does not make me unhappy)" (Monsieur Dupont, Nihilist Communism, pg. 72).

"But still. Still. Bless me anyway. I want more life. I can't help myself. I do. I've lived through such terrible times, and there are people who live through much much worse, but...You see them living anyway...Death usually has to take life away. I don't know if that's just the animal. I don't know if it's not braver to die. But I recognize the habit. The addiction to being alive. We live past hope. If I can find hope anywhere, that's it, that's the best I can do. It's so much not enough, so inadequate but...Bless me anyway. I want more life" (Tony Kushner, Angels in America, 279).

Deplatforming is maybe the only form of activism more ineffectual than protest marches.

It's really a shame that fascists have been allowed to claim a kind of monipoly on misanthropy.

"I'm chilling like Africans who never felt the whip" is such a raw fucking line.

Just saw a crow pass out on the sidewalk from the heat :(

crazy how the news headlines make "desert" more relevant every year

The moment I realized 90s nostalgia had gone too far was when I saw that someone had done a cover of "Steal My Sunshine" by LEN.

Do some people really not experience existence as a hellish parade of unending torment? Like, for real? Seems fake.

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